What a testimonial

Hey guys... I really wanna share something with you guys... It is not that I am blowing water... Its really the truth... God is really moving in my life... Let me share a little story of my encounter in Melbourne...

There is this Planetshakers Conference 09 coming really soon and tomorrow its the last day of the early bird price... I was doubting whether to join it or not cause the price for me is $145 as I'm 18+ already... Then I met this PlanetUni leader he came and chat with me... During the chat he asked me whether I'm going for the conference anot... I told him my problems because i really know that my parents will object after seeing the price... Its like RM300+ like that after converting the currency... But then... He said he willing to sponsor me for this amazing conference... The best part is he said I don't have to pay him back... At first I doubted and I felt not so good to take it... But then he insisted... He said he is willing to help those who cannot afford to go for conference and he will be happy to bring them to be closer with God... At that time, I really know that God is providing and opportunity for me to go for this conference... So I think I should take it... He did really pay for me using his debit card... Thank God very much for this opportunity to go to conference... Praise the Lord man... =)

Speaking of praise and worship in Planetshakers City Church... It was a dream come true... I couldn't believe that I'm in front of the band that praises and worship God like never before... Pastor Russell Evans preeched and it was really an awesome sermon... He preeched about being the manager or steward of your life and not the owner of your life... Life-changing moment... I have decided to surrender my life to God... For serious... I wanna start a whole new life... With all my hurts, pains and despair all in the past... A whole new life awaits me in Melbourne and I'm gonna do that... It was a nice experience to have Pastor Paul Geerling to pray for me... Nice... =)

Anyway... I'm all at Melbourne fine... Weather really freaky here... Lolz... Sometimes hot sometimes really cold... But everything was nice... Made lots of friends here... You guys don't have to worry about me ya... I will take care of myself... And I miss all of you guys back in Malaysia, especially Ipoh Malis... You know who you guys are... Miss you guys... Praise the Lord for this life-changing experience... =)

~A@r0n~ signing off... =)

Lately I'm really beginnin to feel the stress in me... I feel like my mom and me are getting further and further apart from each other... We don't understand each other anymore... I'm very very disappointed... Sometimes really don't know what can I do... Everything is just going against me... I just don't know what can I do... Sometimes really just feel like shouting out everything .. Expressing out all my disatisfaction... Only my dearest know what I am going through... Love you... Muaxx...

Sometimes its not that I dun wanna respect my parents... Is just that I have never ever been given that little respect from them... Imagine your parents rush or sneak into your room and open up all your drawers and find ur private stuff... Or maybe when they misunderstood you and they never even bother to say sorry bt when you made them angry they demand an apology from you... What will you think?? Too much isn't it?? There are still more to come... Especially my mom... When you have planned to study at INTI Univesity College, she said no but instead wants me to study at Taylors University College... What does it mean?? Am I to be controlled for the rest of my life?? Even where I plan to study at?? It just doesn't make any sense at all... INTI one of the most recognised universities worldwide and she denied it... I planned to go for mass comm where INTI offered diploma courses... Taylors only offer ATDP(American Transfer Degree Programme)... And she denied me of that... All just because she heard frm my rich uncle that INTI is not good... Simply stupid...

Then there is this morning... Gt a knock on my waist and a tight slap from my mom... Just because of using the computer and I argued with her... Haise... She slapped my cuz I raise my voice at her... Kononnya la.. I believe that is the last straw for me adi... I rili can't stand it... God, please help me... I wan my mom.. Bt I dun like her attitude at all... Whenever we discuss sumthing we always end up arguing and scolding each other... Haiz... Its suffering...

Life is just so miserable and yet fretful... The best people that I ever had is my gang of best friends... And of course my dearest gf.. I love you so much...

~A@r0n~ please just tell me why...

Hey peeps... Long time I didn't update my blog already... Suddenly feel like updating my blog... Keke...

Don't know what is happening around me lately... It is just like my life took a 180 degree turn around... Cause everything is not going according to what I want... What I have planned... I'm just so confused... So confused...

Have you ever find that you are in a situation that just makes you wanna run away from everything... But in reality you can't because you don't know where you can head to for shelter... The whole world seems tumbling upside down for you... Because even your so-called closest parents do not seem to understand you... Every single time... And that is what I am facing... And I hate it... But I have no where else to run to... Just being so sucked up every time being in this house of mine... Everything I do seems wrong to my mom... I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!

Haise... Whatever... Anyway just stressing out all my frets... I just wanna be with my dear... But she seems so far away as my hp gt confiscated and she doesn't have MSN... Haiz... Wish I can hug her now...

~A@r0n~ Hoping for God's miracles... Having faith in HIM...

LEO Forum

Yo peeps... I'm back... Back 2 where I belong... Haha... No la... Just back from Penang... Leo Forum sucks 2 d toe man... Compared 2 last year... Maybe 2 some of u may think this Forum is great... But I tell u... If u were there for the Johore Leo Forum last year... U will think like me d same way...

Compliments
1.Food
The food was considered ok. But if u would look at the price u paid for going to that forum, you will really shake your head. I paid RM280 for the forum, and all I get 2 eat for breakfast n lunch is fried noodles, fried rice, curry chicken n vegetables?? Banquet dinner was preferably ok. But the food overall was terrible. The food was not delicious, some more you need to queue up for hours 2 get your lunch. Terrible!! As a result, at night need 2 trouble Lion Andy Lim bring us out for supper… Which was quite fun… Haha…

2.Accommodation
The hotel given to us was not bad. Evergreen Laurel Hotel. Quite comfortable. Because I got the whole bed to sleep on. Haha… Our club got 8 rooms and there were 24 members, so 3 persons per room. Swimming pool was cool.  Overall hotel was ok.

3.Programmes
This year the programmes were a lil bit boring. Distribution of awards was not as exciting as last year. Dunno why… Maybe because the MC was a lil annoying… Made quite a few cold jokes… Which were not really funny at all… The talks were better than last year… Billi Lim n Dato Lawrence was nt bad… Though some of my friends were asleep at the end of the talk. However, the friendship game was really an eye-opener to me. I really did make a few new friends at the forum. Some from Penang, Singapore, KL and also Ipoh Mali as well. They were great people.

4.Hospitality
The service given by the organising committee was better than last year… Last year’s OC was not that friendly looking… This year was better… They smiled and spoke politely. Better that last year all looking strict n cold looking…

As an overall conclusion, this year’s forum was not that good as I was expecting. Last year’s hotel and food was way better compared to last year… Last year’s hotel had a tax-free shopping mall in it. Cool isn’t it?? Last year’s food was way better than this year… Luxurious buffet breakfast and lunch for last year… This year?? Rice box with fried noodles onli… Big difference rite??

Ok… Gtg adi… Wanna sleep… Haha… Any of you guys have any more comments on Leo Forum do drop it at the comment box there… Hehe… K… Chiaoz… Bbyez… Nitez…

~A@r0n~ May god bless….